Man is this hard. my wife talked to Johnathon today. I have not seen him since halloween. She said he is down to 114 lbs! He dont eat, he dont sleep, and to top it all his wife is divorcing him. The divorce started before the diagnosis. but he is very depressed, my wife made him promise he would come over sunday for dinner. He goes in for the biopsy or whatever they do to see what course of treatment to do in a coupla weeks and if the news is bad I dont think he's gonna do so good. I dont deal with this shit so well.