You know. I didnt buy a gun for about 10 years due to financial problems having been created by getting involved in a startup. Took a while to recover. About a year ago, the dam broke and I have been buying everything in sight. I cant seem to stop myself. Making up for lost time I guess. Anyway, it sounds like you are somewhat on the other side of the cycle. I have a feeling you are going to come out OK. It seems to me that things go in cycles. This too will pass and the experience will pay off in the long run. Just dont sell any guns you like if you dont have to. I have regretted it every time I did that.